Meaning
It’s been six weeks, and so much has been accomplished, new foundations are taking shape, yet old patterns still echo in my mind, tugging at my edges asking to be met in ways I don’t yet fully understand.
Right now, it’s about meaning. I’m exploring it deeply, sitting with the tension between what was and what’s becoming.
The days move between tears and euphoria, between powerful downloads and the endless stream of practical tasks that demand constant attention. I can feel the decision fatigue settling into my bones. I’ve had to be bold again and again, to choose, to change, to trust and there’s been no let up between one choice and the next.
Nights are restless, dream-fuelled, sometimes disorienting. My soul is working overtime to make sense of the new landscape I’m walking into.
Like so many right now, I’m in a reset. It’s uncomfortable, confronting and yet I’m profoundly grateful for it. Because the chaos is proof, everything is moving, everything is shifting and perhaps for the first time in a long time, I’m letting it.
I know I called this in. I manifested this change so that I could meet the parts of myself I’ve outgrown and that I’ve neglected.
For almost two decades, I’ve held space for thousands of souls, felt their energy, listened, guided, anchored. And now, it’s time to hold that same sacred space for myself. With grace. With compassion. With grounding.
There’s a curiosity in me, a wondering Who am I now? So much is falling away. Yet beneath it all, something purer, truer, softer is beginning to emerge.
The energy here feels different. It’s more active, more charged but also profoundly healing, like being held in motion.
The planets are slowing down.
So must I.
To listen. To recalibrate. To find the meaning not in what’s leaving, but in what’s beginning. This is the way and this is the work right now.
And so I hold an open heart for what comes next, not needing to know, only to feel and to trust that the new pathways are unfolding in divine destiny.
These are my Soul Diaries, and this is my Golden Chapter…
Until next time,
Keep Rising in Love
Romy
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Dearest Romy, know that you are not alone with this energy. For the first time in 8 years, since my own awakening began, I’ve fallen into the ” in between”. I’m not her anymore and I’m not who I’m becoming yet either. The ground underfoot feels unstable, yet the connection to guides and spirit is permanently present. We chose this timeframe, this now unrecognisable world, to hold our light. Sometimes as a simple flicker of reassurance, at others we will be called as beacons to illuminate the ever spreading dark veil enveloping humanity. “All is well, all is as it should be”, the whisper from my guides each time I ask “When? How? What is my purpose in this”. The unknowing is where we are tested the deepest. Holding our light and most importantly, our belief in self, is our opportunity for the cracks show. There is time to heal and repair. All divinely
planned. Soul Contracts pre written and signed by self.
If you have not already, find your unique frequency. By humming. To reset your human body, your vagus nerve, your entire cellular structure. And in turn, radiate your frequency out for others to draw on.
With love wrapped in light
Sue 🪷❣️
Sue, so much love and appreciation for your thoughtful words, support and insight. Sending bright blessings for your transition and trusting we are all being directed by destiny more than ever at this time, Romy ❣️
This truly is your golden chapter. And yes, as Sue said, Spirit always says that all is well and as it should be. It’s up to us to be brave and willing to reach for the more that is available to us now. It’s clear that to move forward continuing to give from a cup that is not full and overflowing is risky at best. As I read your words, so vulnerable and real, I can’t help but think how fortunate you are to have this opportunity for exponential growth and expansion. An opportunity that you have invited and done all the groundwork necessary to allow it to be realized. It reminds me of a time when if you were in crisis the people of your tribe would be in awe and say how lucky you were. They were wise enough to know greatness lies on the other side ❤️💜